2B v ~2B

I had great confusion whether to sit for Microsoft or not. Given the situation I am in, it was really tough to decide. Kept oscillating, till finally today in the morning, I tossed a coin.

I am not a great believer in fate, destiny, etc. but life has its own way of teaching lessons. So, the final decision I made was, I am not sitting for Microsoft. I know that I am risking my life here, but if I am good enough, I will do well anywhere.

I have realized one thing over the past couple of weeks: I am better being an introvert. I have been trying to break the shackles and change. But my problem is the access specifiers. Even though I have public, protected and private variables, friends have access to all. And my definition of friend happens to be very lenient. I assume that every person is good, by default; which I now realize is not a very good assumption in real life.

I have started my GRE prep now. Currently executing the first pass over the word list. This will mark all the known words, so that I can concentrate on the other words in the second pass. The "Judgement Day" is on Sept 3, just 4 weeks from now. I recently got a 250 GB hard disk, so now I am trying to heap up all the serials and movies I will want to watch after my GRE.

Meanwhile, I have deleted all traces of "her" in my life. All photos, contact no, entry in the kela chart, orkut invite, picasa gallery, blog is gone. My brain is the only place left, it is just a matter of time before it vanishes from there too.